A change of location

"There is a castle on a cloud.. Sometimes I go there in.."

No counter points, no counter points, all clouds. Laying on the floor. Underneath the certain I can see the morning sky. I can hear a jack hammer and somebody bumping around behind me in the kitchen. I roll over and check. It's 7:30am. A smile. A comment, and I'm asleep again.

Helps

Distractions help.

Sun laps break my back

Took this photo. The pool today at Spring Hill. Well.. It was yesterday. You see it's now after the witching hour and the Internet in all of QLD has crashed so I'm typing in Word.

I took this photo, and Liesel made me a cup of coffee better then you could get in Adelaide. After making the milk twice she still wasn't very happy with it, but I thought it was alright. This kind of light was rebounding off all the hard surfaces there. Sun is good for cheeks like us.

Three days ago I dreamt that I pin dived into a pool. And I kept going down down down. And I realised that the pool was much deeper then I expected it to be. And I started to get worried cause I was like 50 meters down and I didn't know if I was going to be able to get back up. Thought I was going to suffocate.

Now it's late. So exhausted. Overload mode. Still can feel choline in my eyes and I keep burping it cause I think I drank some too. Blockages tell me my ears got a good gulp. Body was freaking out from doing laps. So stressed. Kind of dyeing. Must look tough. Be a man. Think I'm still doing laps. Hope it works.

Stay Bess Song Uploaded

Just to show how that song turned out. The sound guy for our show just came over for a meeting and also recored it. This is the first take -
http://www.myspace.com/skyegellmann

Gonna try write a song for every place I stay in Brisbane.

Also, Jessica Tremp has some new photos on Redbubble. Fucking Amazing. Love.

Stay Bessie

Asleep in my bed I look like a car crash.
Teal weatherboard house has an angry cat.
Feeling exhausted.
It's nice to hold a collapse.
Doors always unlocked and high ceilings hold. Us safe
smoking and drinking on the balcony.
I'm sad and missing the one who would write to me.
So I'm sitting with Bessie, good morning company.

Stay in stay Bess. Stay In bed half the day.
Stay in stay Bess. Keep me, I feel like a wonderful stray.

It's hard to be a sleep-in
when your rooms joined to the kitchen.
But it's nice being able to say good morning to a friend
while he's making his breakfast.
Something is coming, think I'll have to kill my darlings.
It's nice to hold a collapse. So I'm sitting with Bessie, Bessie, Bess.

Stay in stay Bess. Stay In bed half the day.
Stay in stay Bess. Keep me, I feel like a wonderful stray.

... All this and I should probably move on soon... All this and I have too much to do... All this and I'm forgetting my life, in limbo. A teal weather-board house.

Life at the moment

From my notepad:

Leaning forward over the wet garden
i'm having a headspin. If you
read somebodys handwriting enough your
own starts to mold to theirs.
-Woman putting children in her
car in the rain. I held your baby
while blood came from your toddelers
head & you yelled at your husband
over the phone. You threw the phone
at the ground.

"I'm a connoisseur of roads. I've
been taisting rods my whole life.
This road will probably never end. It probably
goes all around the world."
- The Movie: My Own Private Idaho

Phone keeps beeping at me. "It
better be fucking good." I cannot
return it's mechanical enthusiasm.
The drizzel is nice though. I'm sitting.

Sk